Wanna go home!!!
Enough. Enough of being so good. I think I am not capable of achieving this. I am missing home like hell. I am not enjoying studies at all. My health is getting worse day by day. And frankly speaking I am not interested in studies at all.
I don’t know what made me think that I was capable of study more. Couldn’t I notice my efforts in 7th semester. I should have better looked at the efforts instead of looking at results. I suck. I suck big time. Life has become hell. I am dying at every second.\
I have some questions in my mind!! If I don’t like something and I stop doin it, does that mean I am running away from it? I mean I juz don’t like it!! It’s like if I can’t play football so why should I even try it. Does it mean I am running away from it? I just don’t like studies here and I don’t think I will be able to sustain this boredom for 2 full years. I guess I am not that ambitious.
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You are correct it’s really hard for new entrance to stay and live here. I do understand your feeling because i am also passing through that phase.
But let me tell you KEEP PATIENCE. This what everybody tell me and i think that’s true.
i guess the problem why we find more difficulties than other is that we don’t have any hostel experience. We have never been out of home for long time. That’s what is Home sickness.
Don’t give up you can do it.
“Enough. Enough of being so good ”
Here you have really picked words from my mouth. This is really an odd/weird feeling.
hey Vishal.. thanks for commenting on my blog!!