Wanna go home!!!

Enough. Enough of being so good. I think I am not capable of achieving this. I am missing home like hell. I am not enjoying studies at all. My health is getting worse day by day. And frankly speaking I am not interested in studies at all.

I don’t know what made me think that I was capable of study more. Couldn’t I notice my efforts in 7th semester. I should have better looked at the efforts instead of looking at results. I suck. I suck big time. Life has become hell. I am dying at every second.\

I have some questions in my mind!! If I don’t like something and I stop doin it, does that mean I am running away from it? I mean I juz don’t like it!! It’s like if I can’t play football so why should I even try it. Does it mean I am running away from it? I just don’t like studies here and I don’t think I will be able to sustain this boredom for 2 full years. I guess I am not that ambitious.