Wanna go home!!!

Enough. Enough of being so good. I think I am not capable of achieving this. I am missing home like hell. I am not enjoying studies at all. My health is getting worse day by day. And frankly speaking I am not interested in studies at all.

I don’t know what made me think that I was capable of study more. Couldn’t I notice my efforts in 7th semester. I should have better looked at the efforts instead of looking at results. I suck. I suck big time. Life has become hell. I am dying at every second.\

I have some questions in my mind!! If I don’t like something and I stop doin it, does that mean I am running away from it? I mean I juz don’t like it!! It’s like if I can’t play football so why should I even try it. Does it mean I am running away from it? I just don’t like studies here and I don’t think I will be able to sustain this boredom for 2 full years. I guess I am not that ambitious.

Journey so far……

I have started to feel the pressure.. Assignments, projects, homeworks, summaries and what not. At the same time it’s all fun as I was always wanted to be busy. Life is getting better day by day. We are now more than adapted with the city, with the people, the language, taboos and of course school. Ya, I do miss home but that’s okay. I had to come this far as it was high time to do something.

I am flooded with an assignement which is due on 24th and 1 project which is due on 29th. This subject algorithm is full of math and jeez I hate Math. It’s still ok as it keeps me busy. This transition is helping me a lot in order to make me a better person. Currently, I am sitting in SDSU library and have time to type all this as one of my class was canceled due to some unknown reasons.

A dangerous game is about to begin!!!

Yep! Classes are starting tomorrow. I am excited. I am gonna attend Mary Roch’s first class of Advanced operating system. I love OS. I don’t know how is it gonna turn out for me. I wanted to prepare something before attending the first class but haven’t prepared anything yet!!

I have not been called for ISC web admin job. I am relying a lot on that. I guess I am suitable for the job! I hope they too think so! Life has changed drastically in last 20 days. I have started thinking a lot. I guess I used to do that when I was in India. I am thinking of classes, jobs, courses, grades and what not! San Diego State University is an awesome place. It is really an awesome place. Lots of amazing hot chicks, cool people and really really beautiful weather. Lot of students have returned to school. Parties, parties and parties everywhere!! I must say SDSU is HOT!!